Drag That Mule

I swear to God, finishing a movie without money is like dragging a mule up a hill in desert heat.

When you're so close to finishing a project you've sat on for so long, it's aggravating to have to look after the details. You assume other people would have the wherewithal to take an enthusiastic drive as you do to complete the fucking thing. But they don't. Which makes you wonder if they give a shit, are hearing what you're saying or stop caring. I say two out of those three.

The other thing is, even though this is a chosen profession they've dedicated their lives too. It is still a drudgery to do something for others, especially if you're not excited about it. At least that is the impression I get from people who don't meet you at least half way. When the post production comes to you with the ticky tack detailed nuances of the final, you know they've lost faith. Or at least, that's the impression I get.

Why should it matter? Because these are people who don't fucking know what is going to play or what doesn't. A favor doesn't mean much if they aren't enriched by it. Thus, if they don't care or buy the story, they don't put any effort in it. Or minimal effort, in hopes you aren't pissed off at them. But, if I am able to see the forest through the trees, I would say it's pretty transparent.

I'm not saying you need to blow sunshine and rainbows up anyone's ass. Just that making an effort means a great deal. Having someone know you're doing all you can for their project...good or bad, means you have a working relationship. If the case is that you don't believe in the project JUST FUCKING SAY SO and leave. It goes back to what I've been saying since day one...no one wants to say "no" to someone, because if the project does well, they'll be the one that missed the boat. It's easier to say yes and do a half-ass job. But in the end, you're only hurting yourself.