The most recent model I shot with is married. Happily. For now.
She moved here from the midwest with her husband, who they seem really great together. For now.
She is not only a model but an actress. This entails 1) hustling 2) late nights 3) putting career, such as your body, before family.
I know we all like to believe we can endure this, but that patience fades fast. Either one or both will never understand the place you are in your head. People with a drive for success rarely share their disappointments. I don't have the energy to explain why, but anyone who wants to get into entertainment and still be married, is hobbling themselves emotionally. Even with the remote chance of success, it's still a steep price to pay.
I've completely become the crazy prospector-looking guy from "Friday the 13th" warning teenagers about Camp Blood.
"You're ALLLL DOOMED!"
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